Believe me, it is such a waste of time to try and control the chaos. I have spent the last few months trying to do just that and it seems to be getting more chaotic.
Now I am not talking about some imaginary chaos in my head (though that is there). This is real chaos in my professional life which is naturally affecting other aspects of my life.
So, like every other person out there, I made the rookie mistake of trying to control the chaos. I tried pushing myself and others to get the desired results.
End result – Things are still as chaotic.
Lets all give up then! What is the point!
Wait a minute. This is not me giving up. I have taken another approach which seems to be working out for the time being.
In recent days, I have started to embrace the chaos. What this means is I have started dealing with things as they are and not what I wish them to be.
While my dreams and goals remain the same, I have thrown my game plan out the window. That shit was just holding me back.
Accept the chaos and learn to embrace it. You will be that much happier without trying to control external factors.
The only things that I can do is to continue on this journey of self improvement. I will continue to build myself up until the chaos seems like a cake walk. Then there will be new problems to deal.
As Lord Krishna says to Arjuna, “Do your duty and be detached from its outcome, do not be driven by the end product, enjoy the process of getting there.”
In other words, I will continue to write aimlessly for a while without feeling guilty (lol).

